I agree with Nomo, your posts paint a different picture. And, Will, we are ALL confused.
Loved your comment about your 'inner alien' taking over. That's funny.
I had forgotten about the EA earlier, I thought you were refering to the guy on her cell. It takes time to get over that and on an even keel. Took me a good 6 months before I could pass a motel without getting sick to my stomache. It passes. It really does.
Amen, this control and 'as if' stuff is pure hell. But, it does get a little easier day by day. I'm really starting to let me W go and focus on making myself happy. She can either come along for a fun ride to the future or not. Her problem if she decides to walk away. Still hurts like hell though.
Nomo, I'd be curious to see your goals just to see if they're as detailed as I've imagined (I, sec. B, subhead 1, goal a, etc.) duhonius@gmail.com
My latest
Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY