I was on my knees begging...and you know the rest.

[MissingMyHoney]

Step 3 of DR - "Asking for what you want may make all the difference in the world." After reading step 3 and coming to this section, I said to myself, "I cant do that!" Nothing worked so far so why should I go and do such. I have done and tried most things and nothing worked, she was pushed away.

Then, I read the very last paragraphs which said to fast forward to Step 4. I had seen small changes happening in the past few days, still there is lots of hostility/tension here. Today, I managed for her to LMAO. I wrote W an email:

H - I was on a 2 hr call, now I got stiff neck.
W - LMAO GOOD FOR U ... U SHOULD A REMAIN THAT WAY...
H - dont let me LOL, it even hurts when I do.

Atleast W is having some sarcasm.