I'm new and all going very bad

[Have Faith]

Wow, take a breath and try to calm down. I know it isn't easy, but everything you are doing is NOT helping.

If you have not bought the book Divorse Remedy yet, go out and get it immediately and read it. Do not and I repeat DO NOT have any more temper trantrams. This will not help and will only push his toward the OW.

Ok, now you need to STOP the drinking if you can not handle it and you come unglued. Believe you me, I have been there. I know if I have more then two glasses of wine, I'm going to say things that I would not say if I did not and later I regret it. If you are having problems with not being able to get pregnant, drinking is not going to help. You need help with this. If it just wasn't meant to happen naturally, then there is always adoption. But right now you need to concentrate on you H and your M.

You need to immediately STOP and do a 180 if you want to save your marriage. It doesn't sound like your H is that involved with the OW, but you may be pushing him that way.

Please for your sake, get this book and read it.

Let us know how you are doing and come here for input and advice.

Best of luck

Faith