Will, I definitely know how you feel. Sometimes I feel like I am a manic-depressive with all the ups and downs that I am feeling. I would be crying my eyes out at work then I would have to talk to H about something or he would call and I would have to throw myself in happy mode and then I would be happier even after getting off the phone with him. Not sure if it was just because we talked or by putting myself in happy mode just made me feel better. I worked on a helpdesk and they always stressed when talking on the phone put a smile on your face because they could feel it thru the phone.
I know I get stressed out thinking about H when he says that he is going out or he called the kids to say goodnight and it got caught on the answering machine. Sounded like he was at a bar and probably with his loser bimbo. Maybe that is where she works. He at least said the area he was in since my D asked him where he was. sounded like he was ready to say the name of the place but stopped himself. It is only spying if we get caught right? If I found out the place that he was going to then popped in there with a friend of mine from that area then it wouldn't be considered spying just coincidence right.
Last edited by Kelley; 08/08/0704:50 PM.
Me: 41 H: 39 D: 6 S: 4 M-14 T-16 first bomb: 5-12-07 (M dead doesn't really want to work things out.) second bomb: 6-4-2007 (found note he wrote about wanting desperately to be with OW and would have to give up everything) Kelley
