Just reading up on your sitch. Just hang in there. There are "up" days and there are "down" days. The key is to still have a PMA while you are on one of those "down" days.
Good luck!
Me: 40 W: 39 D12 D9 D6 ILYBNILWY: 06/15/07 "We can work things out": 06/21/07 Currently: Still together, DB'ing every day