Right, so what you need now is to know that it WILL look up for you !!!! These days pass...I know at the moment you can't see that, but I am out of the darkness again and I feel HOPE again !!
Trust that you will get through ....trust that God will work on your H, whether he's home or he' not !
Let him go, I know how hard this is, but when my H left, I knew that this was part of the path he was going to take, that if he didn't take this path, he couldn't be with me, it was something that just needed to happen. I did of course at the time hope that he'd be home MUCH sooner, but now God is directing this and only HE knows when and if H is coming home !
In the mean time it's good do find ourselves, to learn to enjoy life again, just because WE like something....we need to hear ourselves laughing out loud, screaming out loud, crying out loud....we need to learn to live again - so we heal and become strong for the day that our spouse returns, because as many have mentioned, they come back broken and torn....and we NEED to be strong to succeed then !
Take care sweety !
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
