Sometimes I think I am having a nervous breakdown or maybe that is just wishful thinking. If that happened no one would expect anything from me and I could go for a nice long stay somewhere.
It sounds like wishful thinking. I say this b/c of your comment that no one would expect anything of you. What do you think is being expected of you now and by whom? Do you have unrealistic expectations of yourself maybe? What kind of feedback are you getting from others and are you listening to it? Just some things to think about.
