Like we never loved before 4

[bright 2 morro]

Are you feeling this way because of all the doubts and troubles with H, or is there more going on ? Say, with YOU?

I think it is both. I am sad about H and have doubts. There are other things that came up over the last few weeks as well. And they just brought me down. Some are more personal than others. But it just seems like no matter how I try to change things in my life bad things keep happening to me. Things that are unexplained as to even why they are happening.

I think some of this comes from about 2 weeks ago my H said he was not going anywhere, he was ready to make the marriage work and then two days later he was back to the same old crap.

Then it has gone down hill from there.

Mimi