Hi sweety...I'm so sorry you're feeling so down (((((hugs))))))
Are you feeling this way because of all the doubts and troubles with H, or is there more going on ? Say, with YOU? I know it's horribly hard to live with them at home...I had mine home after the bomb for 7 months and I was walking on eggshells ! I was happy he was here, yet emotionally TIRED of him being here !
I agree with Patti that he is nowhere near 'baked' these things take an awful lot of time I'm afraid....
I have been struggling with the timeline too ! RCR posted a great and encouraging post to me yesterday, read it if you get the chance !
I hope the AD's kick in, I think they may help you stabilize !
We're all here for you sweety and feel free to come and cry, vent, laugh, giggle, scream ! It HELPS !
Take care xxxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus