Like we never loved before 4

[bright 2 morro]

Bam
Thank you for your kind words. I know there is another side to where I am. Things were going so well here with him here and then he flipped again. It is almost as if we are starting over.

He loves me and cares about me but wants nothing more with me. He actually still tells me he loves me but he can not live with me. I have to remember that it has nothing to do with me. That he is going through some bad depression issues and it is about him.

I know that it would be better for him to try to be on his own. That he may still come back when he realizes again that the grass is not greener on the other side. But that does not make it any easier.

I guess I see it as he is still searching and nothing is making him happy. I cry and am sad also because I hate to see him so sad and unhappy.

Everything he talks about wanting is right here in front of his face and he can not see it.

Mimi