I am so sorry to hear that your H is still being not so good to you. I still admire your strength to remain dark. My H has turned around and wants to move back out again. I guess I will not believe it until it happens.
You are not alone.
At least you are not letting it effect you. I am on an emotional rollercoaster. I have been in such a depression that I started to take AD's.
I am hoping that this helps me out. You are such an inspiration to me.
Mimi
Bomb 3/31/2007 Moved out 04/22/2007 Moved back in 06/11/2007 Wants to stay and try 09/04/2007