Cobra, I appreciate you taking the time to respond, however, I think some of your responses are very harsh. I actually logged on just now to see if I could delete the thread. Yep. Because now this stuff is out there. Now I have to deal with the fallout. Why did I start this thread you might wonder? Because desperate people do desperate things I guess.
Have you seen kettricken's post this morning on HD's thread? She writes about empathy and her #3 about fused empathy is totally me. I can't stand the fact that cac might feel hurt by some of this, and I actually feel responsible for what you wrote. If I hadn't started the thread, he wouldn't have to read this stuff. I guess I did it because I've changed, but it scares the crap out of me.
A couple months ago I asked cac to go to MC with me and he agreed. I haven't had any luck finding one that has openings to fit our schedule, so it's been shelved for the moment. But honestly, the thought of going scares me too because I will have to deal with all the stuff that comes up. I guess I have a big tendency to avoid things too, huh?
