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cire, I don't want to become jaded, and you are a damned optimist of the n'th degree, commend you on that. I don't want to even have my (2nd of them), still hopeful on that front. My problem isn't just them, I don't want to be a dad of two sons, with two different wives and not be able to live with either sons FULL TIME. Just still in that scared mode I suppose.