Yuck! I think I need to take a shower. And I just threw up in my mouth. Did I say Yuck! I imagine her illness has her all messed up, but still! Yuck!
Anyway, on a much better subject, I think. Amy, I think there's a lot more good going on in your situation than you realize. It sounds to me like Jeff is getting more comfortable with you. That's got to happen, and then he can start to rebuild his trust. It is going to take a while, and it is going to be really, really slow, and frustrating. And I guess maybe it won't happen. But I think you've finally gotten to a place where it is really possible. And I think being pretty darned still is a good idea!