WELL MY H FAILED TO PAY THE MORTGAGE THIS MONTH. HE IS UPSET BECAUSE I HAVE REMAINED DARK SINCE MAY 08TH. HE THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE ONE WAY FOR ME TO CONFRONT HIM. IF HE DOES NOT PAY BY SATURDAY HE WILL BE IN CONTEMPT OF COURT. I TOLD MY LAWYER TO FOLLOW THROUGH WITH THIS. I WILL CONTINUE NOT TO RESPOND TO HIS ANTICS.
HE IS REALLY SHOWING HIS MLC COLORS LATELY. HE IS NO LONGER GETTING THE REACTIONS HE THOUGHT HE WOULD FROM ME.
IN ALL HONESTY, I AM GETTING TIRED OF DEALING WITH HIM. IN ALL HONESTY I AM THINKING ABOUT MOVING ON.
I AM NOT MEAN TO HIM OR NASTY. I AM JUST DARK.
KIDS SAY HE SEEMS MORE AND MORE DEPRESSED.
KIDS SAY HE HAS STATED WHAT HE DID WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF HIS LIFE. HE HAS NOT SAID THAT TO ME. HE HAS ONLY SPEWED AND BLAMED THINGS ON ME.
THE DIVORCE COULD BE FINAL ON AUGUST 23 - IT IS IN GOD'S HANDS NOW. I TRIED EVERYTHING TO SAVE MY MARRIAGE. HE CHOSE HIS BIMBO SECRETARY BEFORE HIS FAMILY, HIS WIFE, AND HIS GOD.
SHE CHOSE A MARRIED MAN INSTEAD OF HER KID AND HUSBAND.
Me: 45 H: 43 Married: 19 years Dated 05 years Bomb: 11/06 OW - "I love her, but still want you as my friend"
