Frustrated and Saddened #2

[stewart10]

Thanks Elena. I am really trying my best to try and work on myself. Getting back to doing things that I always have liked to do. Baketball, fishing, reconnecting with old friends.

Encouraging that she declined an invitation because it was your anniversary weekend. I would say that is a positive. Hard to keep your head on straight sometimes with all the signals you're trying to read . . I know. But remember, what do you need to do for YOU?

I thought the same thing. However, lately she has been so good at manipulation and deceipt, I would not be surprised if she already has plans for that day and was just using the anniversary weekend as an excuse to not have to go, or to get out of letting me know why she can't go. Unfortunately she has made me into a pessimist. Based upon recent history, I always expect alterior motives for anything that she does or says. There are some things that are getting better, but nothing really big. Just kind of feel like I am in a rut.