1 year ago we were talking about renewing our vows for our 10 year anniversary. That he had realized that I was a wonderful woman, that he was very lucky,
trust me, I hear you on that. a little over a year ago, while we were having sex, my husband told me that he was so lucky that he gets to be with me for the rest of his life...literally, that he gets to have me. I remember actually freezing, and tearing up a little...meant a lot to hear after (then) 12 years together. I mean, after 12 years, most of the newness has worn off, ya know? to hear that meant the world to me. that's why finding us where we are now is so shocking to me.
our 10th anniversary is in october. I'm already thinking about what I'll do for it...I need to do something to mark the day, even if he doesn't care about it. probably will do something special with my kids, to remind me of what good came out of our marriage.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
