I still have the exact same issues in this marriage as I did a these months ago.
I just don't know what to do. I feel terrible in this relationship. I'm sitting here watching my daughter eat pizza, she is three and still likes to smear the pizza all over her face, rub it in her hair, it is a riot. I look at her and my son and know that I need to fix me so that I can stay here and be an active father.
My wife is . . .? Aerobics? Jazzercize? Running? Working out? Having sex with an office mate? who knows. She isn't here yet and I quit trying to get her to call and let me know what she has planned.
For those that live in a sex-starved marriage I have a question . . . where do you sleep? It is just too hard for me to lay there next to her and not touch her. She will have sex if I do the initiating but I'm just damn tired of bringing water to the desert.
I write more later . . . my daughter is helping my type at the moment and the keyboard is getting nasty.
