Apart from the odd time last week when my W came round (see my earlier comments) things have been pretty quiet. Seeing her again brought lots of emotions flooding back, which was hard. At least they were good emotions, even the sadness. If nothing else, it proves I am still very much in love.
Things are odd on the work front too, slowly winding down and preparing to wind up for the new job. Big changes and unknowns ahead, but I'll do my best. Did a big shopping trip at the weekend and spent far too much money (mainly on new work clothes as I may have to be very smart). Also caught up with my brother and his family which was great.
I leave for Turkey on Saturday and will be away for two weeks. I would be surprised if I get much of a chance to be online, so you may not hear from me for a while. Hopefully that'll be because I'm having fun too! So hope all goes well with you and your sitch while I am away. Will probably take DR with me as there may be lots of thinking time too.
So feeling OK at the moment. Was wondering just how many WAWs do decide to come home though. Is it really possible? It seems that Ws may behave differently to Hs as they normally go for different reasons. Does she miss me at all I wonder, she never seems to show it. It's funny how you can love someone so much but they don't want you in their lives anymore. Still we hear so often of such remarkable changes on this board so let's hope for that but plan for other futures too.
Hint, more stories of "dyed-in-the-wool-I'm-never-coming-back- because-I-don't-love-you-or-don't-find-you-attractive-or-need-to- be-happier-or-in-another-place-or-I've-just-lost-the-plot-WAS- who-much-later-realise-you're-pretty-special-ARE-appreciated!"*
How are you BTW?
Max
* delete the ones that don't apply to you.
Me 36 W 37 Bomb (Easter 07) Sep (WAW July 07) "It's over" (end Oct 07) T10.5 years, M2 (before bomb)
