back from therapy...rally good session. I love my therapist, she challenges me, but also makes me feel better...good combination. I go in feeling desolate sometimes, and come out feeling like I can rock the world. the bad thing is that h's new company has different insurance, and she doesn't take it (or they don't take her, not sure). ouch. but she's worth it...we'll work something out.
trying to re-arrange my appt. for next week. H is taking the week off and heading up to the lakes for the first couple of days. I knew he was going mon/tues, but thought he would be back if I could reschedule for wedn, she had morning open. I know he's coming for his own appt wedn. when I got home I asked him and he got really irritated at me for even asking, apparently I was supposed to know by osmosis or something that he planned to spend tues night there, too, so won't be back.
anyway, long story short, I tried not to get snippy even when he did. and I may have been able to work out a sitter with a friend of mine, so hopefully I can still keep the appt.
interesting thing that did come out was that H was talking about S5's kindergarten schedule, wondering if I knew it yet...I don't. he brought up his own therapy and trying to figure it out when he can go. so maybe he does still intend to go. which I'd love it if he did, with or without me in the picture...I think he needs it. I know he needs it. and figured he was ready to run from it as soon as he got the chance...which he could still do, actually.
another thing mentioned was that ow will likely take over his current job...which means a very, very cozy relationship for them. and means no end in sight for them. again, they could see each other even if they didn't work together in any capacity, but this assures it.
funny thing, I got annoyed when I got home because he had the kids playing in my room. how weird is that? its like he is in my space now, get out! lol. (I didn't act annoyed at all, just weird that he was in there)
well, ramble over. off to play with the kids, then off to the pool with them.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
