I know you've been nice. I guess the only reason I said that is I caught a glimpse of you possibly enjoying her pain or whatever she's going through. Some of these sitches are so surreal.
You know, back in the beginning of this mess I thought I would thoroughly enjoy each bad thing that came her way, I figured it was karma and it was all for me.
She has had some pretty bad stuff happen since I had those thoughts so long ago and each bad thing that happens saddens me a little. I care about her, wish her well and hope she comes through this a better person but I sure don't love her and I won't have her back. It's kinda hard to explain what the emotions are where I am at now but I guess that the above is pretty close.
