Lin, wow 2 years that is a long time. Glad things worked out for you and that you stay on here to give your wisdom
Yeah, one of those songs is Someday from Nickelback. It is so fitting to a breakup. The song goes how did we end up like this, why weren't we able to see the signs that we missed and turn the table, Someday, somehow I'm going to make it all right but not right now,.... our life has played out just like a paperback novel, let's re-write an ending that fits instead of a Hollywood horror.
I do follow the db'ing rules when around him but still when I am not, I just want to act out against him in every way possible but I would never do that for my sake and for the kids. I know I just need to let those feelings go when they creep into my head. Just need to find something to stop those thoughts because they really are not healthy mentally. I think alot of that is facing being a single mom. It is good to hear from people like you that say you got thru it without a problem. I know that we all can if we just take it one day at a time. I am working on patience by dealing with my kids. Patience is definitely something that you have to activally work on.
Last edited by Kelley; 08/07/0701:11 PM.
Me: 41 H: 39 D: 6 S: 4 M-14 T-16 first bomb: 5-12-07 (M dead doesn't really want to work things out.) second bomb: 6-4-2007 (found note he wrote about wanting desperately to be with OW and would have to give up everything) Kelley
