Glad to hear things are going well for you. Thanks for the update.
I understand why you might feel anxious being here...so much pain and hurt gets associated with this place it's a wonder anyone ever comes back. To top that off, I'd guess it almost feels like if you are here, you might jinx your sitch.
My advice? If you feel nervous being here, stay away. When you're ready to be back (if you ever are), you will. Simple as that. In the meantime, my best wishes and good thoughts to you and, should you feel comfortable doing so, an update every now and again is nice.
