Madonna/Whore Complex (part 7)

[Heywyre]

but you feel you're "good enough," right?

Quite frankly, no I don't and that is a problem we are addressing

are you willing to delve as deeply into yourself as you're making him do?

Absolutely !! To expect anything less of myself is hardly fair in a relationship

As for focusing on me, our ST is extremely good at balancing the sessions pretty much equally between the two of us, constantly asking each other what they hear the other person saying etc.

What would it mean for YOU to go WAAAAY outside your comfort zone?

I have been going WAAAAY outside my comfort zone for the last couple of months now, putting my feelings and emotions completely on the table, which the ST is quite pleased with

All in all, I think I am doing a great job, and so does the ST. As much as I know it takes two to tango, if only one is willing to practice, there isn't much point now is there?

On the other hand, I don't know how far H is willing to dig into his emotions. But I do know one thing, I will not settle for the R I have right now (that in itself is going WAAAAY outside my comfort zone)