It said the same thing when I tried to send the PM!
The only thing about taking the money to match is that I don't know how long I can afford to do that. The therapist thinks that maybe we should sell..."prepare for the worst". I am pretty convinced at the moment that he is going to go through with it. It is just so strange to be so nervous when I am calling him. I had asked him on Friday if he wanted to go out to eat with me before I leave and he said sure. I told him to just let me know when. The weekend went by and nothing. So today I decided to text him and I said: "Would you want to go eat sometime before I leave?"..he responded: "It would have to be tomorrow, I have a softball game tonight"...ok so I responded: "Can you do supper tomorrow night?"...he responded: "I got playoffs tomorrow night."....WHAT???? Didn't he just say TOMORROW!!! I am going crazy. I can't take this constant rejection. I just don't understand how he can let me leave on a plane and not even tell me bye...and not even offer me a ride (he knows I don't know anyone here). He just doesn't even seem like that same person. How does someone change so quick? Two months ago I would have bet my life that nothing like this would be going on. I just feel sick to my stomach.
Anyway, just another bad day. I don't know how long I can take this. How long am I supposed to wait? How can I be ok with just letting him do god knows what while I sit here and wait?
Terey I am sorry that he is getting so angry with you. I know that it helps to vent. I am just sorry that I can't give any advice...I am not in any position to at the moment. When he came back the other times did things go back to "normal"? I am just wondering if we ever could go back and be able to have a normal conversation. I am just so uncomfortable around him now.
