I`m glad you`re finding pleasure in your home. Make it cozy for you and the baby, but see that H feels comfortable enough so he may just want to spend more time there with you.
I also have the sorry/glad emotions about my H. I feel sorry for him because he`s in MLC, and I`m glad for me because I`m not. I onced asked my H to describe how MLC feels, and he said "anguish", so be glad we are basically of sounder minds than our H`s.
Have a great time at the beach, be yourself and have fun.
