Head is back on straight tonite. Bike ride after 4 days off helped me clear my thoughts. I know there isn;t anything to W crashing at her friend's place. I am focusing on the great convo we had and the feeling that she was truly happy to spend time with me. Just finished an emotional needs worksheet in prep for my C sesh tomorrow. I'm not sure if she meets most of mine, or I just don;t know what I want. Gotta keep looking inward. I am excited to see C this time. Really feel like I'm going to find new ways to confront my issues and emotions. I'm still afraid of losing W, but I can't have her love me if I am not sure how I feel about myself. Man, I have myself on a roller coaster, much less the one she is giving me!
Me 32 WAW 30 D Bomb 7/9 Separated 7/15 Reiterated bomb 8/12 PA 8/21 http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#Post1198643
