Saffie - you are right and I'm understanding to a fault. I know that. I, at times, feel like I really fall for it. I want so badly to believe him that he can tell me a real whopper and I'll believe it.
Today turned out not to be so good - we ended up talking about R so much I'M sick of it - now that is way too much!
I have an appointment with a therapist tomorrow. I'm really hoping that she will be able to help me define some better goals and shed some light on our sitch. I wish H would come along, but he isn't interested and I'm not pushing it. It's enough that he has agreed to go to Retrovaille. Although after he read about it he said he was unsure if it would really help us. I told him that I think it would help me and if it helps me, it could help us. We'll see.
Well - that's about it. I'm tired and I've talked to much today.
Thank you to all that have stopped by and offered an opinion! I appreciate it!
EM
Me: 34 H: 39 M: 7 yrs H A 12/05-8/07
If what you say surprises me, I must have been assuming something else was true. - M. Wheatley
