Quote: Maybe he really is out of touch with his emotional needs, maybe he doesn't have the words to describe them.
maybe I should just buy a copy of love languages and leave it somewhere for him???
I did leave the c form with the bills I folded for him and in snooping in his truck last night (ya ya shame on me) found it in a manila envelope?? odd place for it but better than the trash I suppose..don't know if that means he's considering filling it out or if he just didn't want to throw it away??
maybe if I leave the book around he might be inclined? maybe not...don't think it can hurt much..as he does seem commited to trying to make things work and is trying to hear what my needs are...perhaps in reading a bit he might discover what his are?? or it may just confuse the hell out of him.
today I feel like taking a ride down...ringing ow's doorbell looking at her and then driving away..I really wish I knew what she looks like...then I wouldn't think of her whenever I see someone who I think may look like her..but then I know I'd be tempted to spit at her or beat her over the head with a copy of dr... wonder if her h is still living there...if they are still getting a d...if they are talking etc??? does it matter to my sit...probably not...so why do I care??? because I simply do...I don't like divorce...I don't like for families to be torn apart for no good reason...probably the only reason for me to have tried to save a m that I wasn't happy in to begin with.
LL who still isn't totaly sure what it is she wants either, but at least she's willing to talk about it!
