never ever ever happend before all this crap...I was on duty 2-4-7 while he did whatever he wanted...it's one of his 180's!!
for some reason...my high of everything is going to be fine has ended...don't know why...we'll see what tonight brings..I'm going to meet with the director of the ambulance co..having my mother come over to watch the kids so h can move some snow around outside...actually better that way than had I stayed home...as h has basically not really been here at all the past two nights cause of the snow so it would certainly annoy me to have him outside "playing" around in the bob cat while I attend to the kids...
haven't heard from h since I last called him at 11:30 perhaps that is all it has taken to throw me off..I don't know but I will do my best to act as if...
funny thought I just had...act as if...ya act as if you just don't give a crap!
