Recent negative: No attempts at physical touch - odd...[quote]
LO,
That may be the Guilt talking!
I to go thru these thought and feelings all of the time.
My H says that nothing is going on and they knew what they were doing was wrong(EA) but I wonder all of the time because H works with her and does have to have contact.
Sounds like a lot more positives than negatives and that you are moving forward be it ever so slowly.
Hopfully your H is working on things and OW will soon be just gum on the bottom of your shoe that gets scrped off on the pavement.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez