doing my best to deal with the snow... h left yesterday to go out and get ready for the storm...was out plowing til 1 am but did call a few times and even called at 12:30 to say he was on his way home...seems like he's more alive too...not just I'll be home at such and such but little comments and conversation..came in about 2am after plowing our driveway and slept for a bit...actually overslept and left at 7:30. has called a few times to say hello...had fil come over to shovel for us and fil stayed with the kids so I could make a diaper run. don't know what time h will be home as it may snow again...he is currently waiting in out and possibly cathcing a few winks at buddies house...(makes me feel better that he's there and not at apartment) doing my best at accepting this is his job and it's ok that he's not here and it will be ok if he does come home before I go to sleep only to fall asleep himself. been doing laundry and hanging with the kiddos...god I can't wait for summer!!!
I do hope the good participating h stays around!!! and I sure hope it is not just a mask for something bad going on.
LL who's currently burried under 2 feet of white stuff!!! ugh!!
