Thank you SO much for checking in on me here OF and JosephR. I have been avoiding this site only because I have anxiety about being on here...like an addiction that I don't want to start up again, if that makes sense.
Anyway, I updated my people in "Separated" so I will paste that post here so you can all be updated too. Just a note, I have great peace now and I thank God every chance I get because all I have wanted from the beginning is a few moments of peace, now I have that AND positive strides in my sitch
From the "Separated" BB:
Well, I have to say this site has me so torn. I have a tight chest just being logged in and posting. This was such a great comfort to me when this first started but just thinking about being here for hours on end makes me anxious. Hopefully you all know what I mean and nobody gets offended...I still believe this site and and the books are M savers!!!
Things are going really well with H and I. We had a very raw heart to heart about my moving back home about a month ago...he is just not ready. Some of things we talked about were rather painful but other things made it well worth the real talk! So the Reader's Digest version:
*H wants our M to work and he loves me very much. *H is enjoying being alone but still feels he needs to do more with himself. H said he feels he is having a MLC. *We moved me out of the roommate sitch and I have my OWN place (highly recommended). So far, I am doing great and it is within 3 miles from our apartment. *We are going away for a weekend for my birthday and I am friggin' nervous!
Not too much else has happened since. I just thought I would come on here and update everyone. Hope everything is well for all of you and your sitches are going in the right direction
