Hey Babe!!! You know I HAD to check in on you Still limboing and roller coastering I see...I wish I could tell you it stops BUT, that wouldn't be the truth. What I can tell you is that once you stop keeping track, it is like a great weight lifts and you can breathe. Moments of depression and anxiety come back from time to time but when you are really making yourself a better you(and more attractive to W, I might add) it all ebbs and flows much more smoothly.
That meetup.com may be something to check out. Just for ideas mostly Being by myself is sometimes a nice change, I just need to branch out from my regualr places!