My patience is wearing thin, I need to set back and regroup. I was supposed to do that this weekend, but there is so much going on and it seems like w is around non stop to work things out. Everthing else is life is getting neglected. Oh well, it is my top priority.
I know she is on the brink of saying lets do this, and sometimes she does say that. She is there all the time, so I need to cut off the R talks when she starts and keep them light, she likes that and I need her to be comfortable.
My weight is becoming a big problem. I'm down another 5 pounds, and I saw the doc this week and he was concerned. I have to go back and if the weight doesn't stablize or pick up a little he said there will be some changes, not sure what though. I eat everthing, appetite isn't an issue but I'm not taking anything in. I've now dropped 30 lbs and only really had about 10 to give. If it doesn't stop I'm going to have to detach from her or make an ultimatim, I'm feeling dizzy and light headed all the time, sleeping non stop. Hmmm, depression?
