I wish that I were the man...or that we didn't have kids...then I would simply go pack my things righ this minute and leave!!!! and never ever ever look back!!!
I am fed up...patience??? I'll be a friggen blue hair before h ever changes...I live in a rut with h and nothing will ever ever change...there is nothing I can do ....the only thing I can do is become complaicant and accept this m for what it is...I don't want that!!!
I don't want to play anymore!!! I want out!! I want to rip off my skin and run as fast as I can....I don't even care where too...I just want to run!!!!
I don't want to be a wife... I don't want to be a mother... I don't want to be anything to anybody anymore!!!
