Well, I did it again.... I gave in. D7 was begging me to let her go tomorrow and H gets on the phone and says that d is doing really well this weekend with him and he thinks it's a good idea if she goes with him b/c it is the best kind of therapy right now.
I told him what bothers me is that he is off all week and d's C appt isn't a priority for him. Everything and everyone else's schedule comes first. He said that wasn't true. It's just that he had planned going on Monday. He then started to get a little defensive with me and we started to get into a little bit of a disagreement over it -----so what did I do? I gave in!
Part of me had no choice but to agree with him b/c d was doing very well this weekend. No frequent phone calls to me and she even slept over. This is a first since Father's Day weekend. So I felt torn about what to do.
Even so, I still feel that her C is important and that she really should be going to that appt tomorrow. I didn't stand my ground... Ugh! I am weak aren't I? It is no wonder my H thinks so little of me.
Why do I do it everytime? He always gets his way. I continue to let him control me. THen I get mad at myself. I probably just justified in his mind why he left me and I wonder why he doesn't respect me!
It's just hard b/c d7 wanted to go , H wasn't supporting me, so I was the one that looked like the bad guy. I didn't want that to happen. D really wanted to go with him and that's a good thing b/c she hasn't wanted to do that in a very long time.
