I am downright pissed. I know I am not supposed to snoop, but H has not changed the password on his email. I checked his email because I had seen some unread emails from a friend of his, that said he was an adulterer and asking him if God was in his plan. I have been waiting to see if he read them. It would be nice to know that a good friend of his does not support him, when all his other friends do. But I also saw two emails from the OW's sister, and it was addressed to H and OW. That killed me. So I am wondering what they are telling her family. Does her family know that her new boyfriend is still married, hasn't even attempted to file for seperation or divorce, and that he only told his W he wanted to seperate on June 10th and that he moved out on June 29th, and two days later they were an item? I doubt that is the story they are telling everyone. H's story is that our marriage was over a long time ago, well sorry to tell you, but a marriage isn't over until both people believe a marriage is over right?
This pretty much is a HUGE slap in my face, and since I was already second guessing everything, I think I am just going to call that lawyer tomorrow and start proceedings. I don't know what else to do. I don't want to lose my marriage, but it appears I already have, he is making a new life with her, and I don't think I can take waiting around.
I just don't get how both of them can look their selves in the mirror every morning and not see what they are doing is so wrong. To have my kids around it, to have her kids around it. I am just soooo done!!
