I put a call into C; I am sure that she will call me tomorrow, and we have an apt on Tues.

About the kids; S was with me on Fri night, and D was with me last night, so I don't think it is that.

It was set off by bff; but I was already feeling down. When she said that he seemed so good to be moving on...

it is the reality of it all that I am having a hard time accepting and facing. A nightmare that I want to wake up from, I guess.

I just dozed on the couch for an hour, and I'm going to bed. Tomorrow is another day.

Thanks for being there for me, friends. I hope you know how much it means to me...