Your story is truly inspirational for many of us who at times feel that hope is slipping away. Although I am D now, I do continue to have hope until I know that XH is truly happy but am allowing God to do the work on my XH while I do the work on me.
FIB,
I can imagine the struggle you are facing but maybe it really is time to take a break from the insanity so how about living YOUR life and enjoying your kids. Have you been asking for guidance? What is that voice telling you?
As for your IL's, hey, I think my MIL was running for queen of all evil MIL award. You need to understand that even if they do not agree with their daughter, they will stand by her no matter what.
Only you know what is really right for you and we will support you no matter what. If the decision is difficult then why not just let things be for now. Patience is truly a virtue.
Strength and Honor, ISLH
Me: 49 - S22 & S26 H: 41 - No kids M: 10/00 Bomb New Year's Day 2006 H living w OW 01/07; have baby 12/07 D final 07/07 Thread #9 - Hope Lives On