Frustrated and Saddened #2

[stewart10]

Well, Friday night was a wonderful time. Only one of the people there knows about our situation so it was nice not to talk about it for awhile (more on this later). Saw a bunch of the guys from college. It was good just to get away for a while. Received several texts from her all night. My friends were always her friends in college and we were all very close back then. She said she felt left out and wished she was there. Saturday was a family gathering at my aunt's house about an hour away from where we live, but my parents got W on the way there and I met them there. Last night came home and went grocery shopping then watched a movie with W on couch and fell asleep early.

This morning got up early and drove W up to Ma for her soon to be nephew's baby shower. Got back later this afternoon and she went to her friends from work. Just hanging out right now. Exhausted because only had a few hours of sleep on Friday night. Then got up early Saturday to be back for the party.

Friday night (actually Saturday morning around 5:00a.m.) I broke down and started talking to another one of my buddies to try and let him know what was going on (we'll see him at the wedding and don't want him to be surprised if things are weird). He could not believe what I was telling him. He was completely surprised and I can understand why. We never, ever had problems in the past. He said he never would have thought this could happen to us. I agree. He said that if me and my W are having problems and don't make it, than he has lost all hope that most marriages can work. It's odd. I do too.