This to me has felt. I am also jealous, I to want to experience the excitement of opening up to someone with your heart and soul. Of sneaking off and feeling the thrill of doing something naughty. Just forgetting about the future for a moment and live for the moment. My problem is I want to do this with my W. But Like you said it's the W in my head not the one that will be here in about 1 1/2 hours. I don't know if I am really in love with her anymore. I do love her but am I in love?
Husband
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know