It's going to be a bumpy ride

[NikB]

omg, I just had to comment on this. my jaw actually dropped...hard to do, considering all I have seen/dealt with in the past 4 months. wow. did you let him?

I know, amazing anything can still shock us eh?

I didn't, but probably would have. He had to work the next day and I had the day off, so I stayed up later and he had to leave so he could go to bed.

That was my big mistake all along though - being too available. I did great with GAL, getting out, doing things, but he never really felt he might lose me (or so he says now - I do actually recall him worrying quite a bit a few times, but it just wasn't enough).