Had a great day considering how i was feeling this morning, it is that time of the month so i think that is partly why i was feeling so emotional, i have noticed that i am able to pick myself up again far quicker than i ever use to .
It will be the one year anniversary of the bomb on the 22nd of this month, i can't believe how much has happened, i never thought that i would bringing D3 up on my own, getting divorced not to mention the rollercoaster ride that i have been on. It has been the hardest thing that i have ever had to go through but i am here and most of the time doing ok. I am able to look my little girl in the eyes and know that i have tried my best to keep our family together. There are things that i do take blame for in our marriage but i was never really given a proper chance to help put things right. I don't think that any of this would have mattered anyway because my husband had to go through this, i understand that now, it didn't necessarily have anything to do with me personally, more about him and his needs.
Once again i feel ok, feel that D3 and i have got an exciting life ahead of us and that i am the luckiest mum to have such a beautiful little girl , who i get to enjoy my life with. If at some point someone joins this little family unit of mine, they will be lucky too because D3 and i are a good catch, even if i do say so myself lol .
Hope everyone is ok
Nicky
Me 34 H 33 D3 together 10 years married 2 years Bomb 22/8/06 (I feel empty) OW involved
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