Wow....you have had a journey that is for sure!!! It is so awesome to hear all the work you have done!!! I guess I am having a problem with detaching from the past...trust is hard for me; I guess it is the fear that if h left once he could do it again...I am trying to work on it...one step at a time.
h has been so loving and supportive....I guess I need to get use to the new him and the new me...
H moved in with us in Jan. but we had been with each other every day up to that point. H said that he was always in love with me, but just so hurt from me being so distant....
I have been working lots....still at the nursing home...it is getting to take its tole...thinking of going to college..still working on growing and being my best....baby steps
I havent had much time for GAL...we are short staffed at work, and I have only a day off once in a while, and then I just lay in bed and rest this old tired body...but H lays with me..we watch tv..and cuddle..and that is new to our M...H never was much of a cuddle bear in the past...
But I am proud that I have made progress on ME....we finally got the internet...not to mention a phone...and I did it all my self..H isnt working right now...he is going back to school...so I guess you could say I have grown...still, I need to deal with these insecurities...any advice hon???
