Shocked H in NJ looking for DB help

[Willing NJ H]

Lots of good comments to catch up on, and it's real late. (Catch up tomorrow on my day off.) But disillusioned welcome, I'll catch up on your sitch as soon as I can. CVA - yea, I've got a ways to go to be where I want, but working out is wonderful for restoring confidence and just feeling good and the time with my D is priceless. Heim, I feel like I got to this point much quicker than I thought I would, but it's tough. A lot of what moved me along was listening to DBers like you guys. The hard thing is the constant fluctuations in my moods. One day, I feel like i'm doing great and will be ok as a single dad if I have to. The next day, I feel like crap and worry about the OM stich and how bad it will be having to put my D through a divorce and a life with split parents. I'm doing better at thinking positive, but it's still hard to control the bad days; that's where you guys come in! Talk to ya tomorrow, time for bed.