Hi everyone

Just woke up, it's early and i am feeling a bit down. Today is my husbands birthday and D3 and i miss him so much, i wish he was here for us to give him hugs and wish him Happy Birthday. Instead he is abroad with OW, she is getting to do that this year. Last year Husband and i went out to dinner and then to the cinema to watch a movie, it just does not seem as exciting as living it up abroad on holiday with OW.

I have been feeling ok lately but it just it me this morning, thinking why on earth would he want to come back home when he has got this new lifestyle. One thing i do know is that OW and her S4 could never love my husband as much as D3 and i do. I know we will be we will be ok, it's just hurts today.

Today i plan on taking D3 swimming and then if the weather is nice enough i will take her to the park. She is my angel and keeps me sane , if it was not for her i don't know how all this would have turned out. Husband did phone her yesterday and said that he is missing D3 so much that when he arrives back on Monday he is going to quicky drop his bags off and come straight round to see her, she will love to see him .

Hope everyone is ok

Nicky

Last edited by nickyf; 08/05/07 06:23 AM.

Me 34
H 33
D3
together 10 years
married 2 years
Bomb 22/8/06 (I feel empty) OW involved