I feel like screaming and crying and running and lying still and i just keep pacing around the house...I don't want to think ill of him. I don't want to be mad or sad or unhappy. I just want peace. A little peace would be nice. And a desire to eat and sleep. And a smile.
In your last post i feel so many of those things today. Its been raining and dreary today i feel like a bump on a log. im home alone d11 and d16 went out of town, s7 went to grandmas and w is with om half way across US. Ive been pacing, laid down, surfing net... going nuts.
I feel for you.
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Me 37 W 37 D21 D17 D12 S8 grandparents 7/07 boy Married 16 yrs last June 07 Bomb dropped 4/07
"Do what you feel in your heart to be right-for you'll be criticized anyway. You'll be damned if you do, and damned if you don't", Eleanor Roosevelt
