The fureral went well. Got to see some cousins I havn't seen in a while. Lied about where w is. Wanted to go to bar w/cousins but had a 2 1/2 hr drive home. I stayed and visited w/others. I had a nice talk and feel closer to my d20 with the travel time together. Grandson was very popular with everyone.
On the drive home w/texts me: Sorry about your grandma, hope all went ok today. Maybe im coniving but here is what i did: Guessing that she texted me w/out om knowing I waited about a half hour and texted her back(hopefully interupting whatever they are doing), I wrote: Everything went good. Our grandson was a huge hit with the family.
My d20 made the comment that w hadnt texted her back and also asked if i had spoke to her. The first times she asked i said no I hadn't talked to her then the last time i said we texted.
My s7 just left w/bil, him and his cousin are going to grandparents for the week.
I am trying to keep busy and not think of sitch, it doesnt really work. My heart stops regularly throughout the day. I feel like I should be carriing a defibulater.
I think d20 is here gtg
false alarm I just wanted to add that w/didnt call to say goodnight to kids last night, that isnt like her. The night before she called and spoke to kids. I could here her voice while kids where talking to her and I had to leave the room.
