Hey DR, I guess I just don't have much to say lately. Sure, things have happened here and there, good and bad, but what's the point. I guess I find myself focusing my energy elsewhere. I come here and lurk once in a while, but I find I do it less and less...and when I am on here, I find I spend less and less time lurking. I have gotten to a point where...it is what it is, nothing more/nothing less and there is nothing that I say or do that will change anything.
I hear you say, "I could do this or I could do that". Your searching for you own happiness and that's great...one small step at a time. Don't rush it. You know there are a lot of women out there that could make you potentially happy, you don't need a website to tell you that. Happiness is a choice, but how you choose to make yourself happy is your decision. Sometimes you gotta just let it be. If you happen to meet someone you like and enjoy spending time with, so be it...just don't get your children involved with this person until you know it's for real (at least a year). If your wife wants to come back to you, take it slow and make sure you are making the right decision for you and your children. Sometimes just sitting back and letting things be gives you a new perspective. Maybe you will find that it's nice to spend time with you!
As far as the physical part...you can take care of that by yourself ya know.
